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Cancer cancer everywhere…

Saw dad today after his second course of hyperthermia in Cologne.

So nice to see him and talk and smile and give him hugs, but somehiw he seemed so tired, exhausted….

I wish we had a test, a litmus easy non harmful test that would provide us with extra encouragement for this treatment path.. 

Today stroking my dog and feeling a lump made me on edge wondering if we are all.just waiting in the wings.

So scary 
So tomorrow I will chant as I have done since diagnosis for a full cancer free diagnosis by June 2017.